Mom…

 

This picture sits at my office at work.

I can’t help but smile whenever I look at it.

It has all the elements that make me happy: the wind, the beach, the white sand between my four year old toes…and my mother…

I look at this picture and I see a child with no worries in the world with a mother who constantly dotes over her with all her love and support; a father behind the camera who captures the moment on film knowing that one day his daughter will look back on this photo with heartfelt emotion and love.

I still hear the waves crashing in the background and the seagulls fluttering above.

I still smell her Oil of Olay skin cream and the scent of her flowery perfume.

It’s a perfect mixture that dances with the fresh ocean air and warm sun.

Her warm hugs and infectious laughter still resonate within my soul.

The joy, the energy, the light in her eyes when she looked at me.  I was her world.

The smiles…the happiness…the comfort of being a kid.

A blessed childhood.

A moment in time captured to remind me of the cimplicity of life and what really matters: Family-Love-Togetherness

This photo captures the essence of who I am today: a mother, a wife, a daughter, a friend.

Time goes by so fast, I can hardly catch my breath.

I now create these memories with my little girls.

I, now, the doting mommy with all the love and support to give.

In my daughters’ eyes, I’m now the hero.

But…I still need her…my mom…my hero…

When the world seems just too heavy and I want to escape, I think of her…

If I could just hold my mother’s hand and dig my four year old little toes into the white sand once again…

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

SANDRA GUADARRAMA-BAUMUNK is the mother of two little girls and through the urging of family and friends, has written about the comical life and times of parenting her children along with the issues the modern day mom faces.  She is currently working on a book to bring the memoirs of her blog to life:  thenotsoperfectmom.com.  She lives with her daughters and husband in Maricopa, AZ.